Didn't go sch 2dae. ponned again. lol.
Such a good chairman i am. lol. :)
haf a slight blocked nose. Loll, dis is ur bloody fault la.
ergh.
U said u dun noe me anymore n i dun noe u anymore either.
I wld b in denial wif myself if i said ur wrong. cos ur right.
we all noe it.
n yes.
we're so near yet so far apart.
we all feel it.
we all noe it.
r we 2 blame?
Time takes it all away.
N im jus wondering y we jus stood by and let it.
I've cum 2 e realisation dat we're all scared.
we fear dat wat we say aloud might cause e other 2 hurt.
or dat e other might tink we're being 2 emo over sth dat doesnt exist.
but i tink we all dun realise is dat wat we DUN say is e ting dat hurts e other more??
sth lyk dat.
Bt i noe 4 a fact dat i love u;
oceans.rivers.seas.lakes.streams.waterfalls.
in short, i love u loads.
can't n will not imagine my life wifout u.
dats y i noe we will sort dis out
true we can't make e past cum back
n make tings e way dey were las tym
bt i noe we'll work thru it 2gether.
n tings will b much better
cos we love each other loads
n we always will b e bestest of frens.
Just got off e fone wif nikki.
she's goin 2 slp b4 i wake her up so she cn get ready.
[wait, y am i always e one waking her up? get an alarm clock nikki! :)]
going 2 e airport 2 celebrate nini's b'dae
she's treating us swensens! :)
can't wait 2 c everyone.
bt den i haf no idea wat 2 wear.
bt nvm, its nt lyk i got aniting nyc 2 wear anyways.
shall jus grab wateva tickles my fancy.
yuppz.
oops.gotta get ready.
ta.
lurve*
:)