Just the best I ever had

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had

You don't want me back

You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to

Patch me up inside

But I can't take it so I

Run away and hide

And I may find in time that

You were always right

You're always right

But it's not so bad

You're only the best I ever had

You don't need me back

You're just the best I ever had

I can say now that it doesn't quite hurt so much.

it still does and i still get dat twinge everytym we exchange words or everytym i hear u laugh.

but its better now.

a little bit better at least.

it's still raw, still bleeding bt it's learning to heal.

i think without my mum and kak ann and shasha and abg wan and all, i won't survive.

the thing i hate most is not the empty void i feel, its the fact that so many goddamn things remind me of u.

even i remind me of u...its like everytime i look in2 e mirror, i see u staring ryt back out at me.
dat just makes it all dat more harder 2 forget.

oh well, lets jus take it slow shall we?

go with the flow.

time needs to heal all the wounds.

be it mine or urs.

ah fuck it, i miss u. i miss u so.

aniwae,

On a lighter note, i finally got a kitty!!

we named her kiara.

she's abt 2 months old.

she's all white wif a couple of grey patches.

got her at an adoption centre at punggol.

:)

oh yeah, now then ppl want to go gaga over ashley parker angel.

i got dat song 2 months ago. haha

dat jus shows how fast the human mind works.

n i finally decided wat 2 revamp my rm as...

trouble is i need sumone hu can help me paint a mural on e wall...hmm.

if things were the same, i wld have asked you.

Dats all from me 2dae..

gdnite stars. gdnite moon.

sweet dreams my love.