Wednesday, May 23, 2007

It's paradigm shifts all over again

This week has been full of shit for me.
I feel and look like crap.
Been breaking down since Monday night after Shaf left my house.
All together I think I've broken down a total of 6 times in 3 days.
Very bad for my eyes.
Apparently, its paradigm shifts all over again.
I'm just scared I'm not strong enough to stand it all.

Standing alone with no direction
How did I fall so far behind?
Why Am I searching for perfection?
Knowing it's something I won't find
In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because
I run
Till the silence splits me open
I runTill it puts me underground
Till I have no breath
And no roads left but one

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