Thursday, November 10, 2005

Stake that thru my heart

Today's not a gd day
But den again, wen will any day b a gd day?
I feel lyk shit.
And den u tell me i can't cut. n i can't cry.
Fuck.
Why r u making me do this 2 myself?
Bt i noe u want e best 4 me.
I want that too.
But it hurts.
it hurts
Fuck.
I wan it.
i nd it.
wld u understand?
i suppose dats a rhetorical qns.
Fuck.
I'm crying again.
I wan dis 2 b over.
I wan it 2 b all better.
Bt it's hurting me more.
I dun wan 2 keep bothering u.
I'll deal wif it myself.
Problem is, cn i?
Sometimes, you wonder why your hurting over something you shouldn't be hurting over