Just got back from snam's hse.
ws supposed 2 leave lyk an hr or so ago?
lolz
Her n her confuzzling-ness.
dat confuzzled me?
sth lyk dat.
Hmm, i dunno y bt everyone's suddenly so nice 2 me. :)
Thank u!
appreciate all the nyc prezzies!
[psst. dun 4get christmas prezzies.tau. lolz.]
I'm wondering y i'm pretending everything's ok.
Maybe cos i feel guilty.
4 hurting u. again n again.
i'm sori.
i noe ur prolly sick of hearing me say dat. bt i reali am.
sometimes, i wish we'd nvr met and u'd nvr get dragged into my complicated web.
bt den, i dun tink i cn survive wifout u.
Snam
rmbr u promised tau.if nt, i'll kill u. Ok?
n i'm sori.
cos i tainted ur life wif all my complicated shit.
i nvr meant drag u in2 it all.
n im reali sori u haf 2 bear wif all e shyt.
i promise i'm trying.
sigh.
i dunno how many times i'm gonna keep saying dat.
i noe u must b sick of hearing it.
sori again.
i love u.
Nikki
Sori.
I hurt u.
it's just. sumtyms it jus gets 2 much.
i noe u understand cos ur gg thru it 2.
i promise i'll try harder.
pls believe me. i reali am.
i noe u mus b sick of hearing me say dat.
i'm sori.
bt u dun wori abt me ok?
i'll b fine cos u love me.
kan?
:)
i love u.
Jellie
Hey darl.
Thanx 4 always being dere 4 me.
i noe i cn pull thru dis cos ur dere watching over me.
thank u frm e bottom of my heart.
aniting, msg me aightz.
say hello 2 pumpkin 4 me k.
i love u.
Nissa
Hey, i miss toking 2 u 2.
one day we tok la k.
bt later cos now we're all so busy.
:)
u take care tau.
i love u.
Ira
I never realised until now how much i needed u.
n how much u actuali understand.
i'm sori 4 ever tinking u wld nvr understand.
n im also sori cos i forced u 2 mature b4 ur ready.
i love u.
Sometimes you wonder whether if you did something differently, things would have turned out better