Jalan rayer-ed jus now.
ws suppose 2 b us niners n sum of e eighters.
turned out 2 b the eighters n 3 sesat niners. lolz
was ok thou tiring.
suppose onli got myself n Ms. Nikki 2 blame.
slept at 3 sth. watched OC. :)
Seth n Summer so cute.
Reminds me of another couple. wonder who? :)
Aniwaez, ws stoning jus now as always.
thot about death.
i noe i noe.
bt hey, nt 2 wori, i dun wanna die yet.
i noe im nt e one hu decides wen im supposed 2 leave dis world.
bt i jus hope dat i get 2 do all e tings i wanna do.
Like;
Tour the world
Meet Orlando Bloom :)
get married 2 guy dat i love
haf my own kids
u noe, shyt lyk dat.
yeah. i mean life is precious ryt?
ting is, i've always realised dat bt its nt as thou wat i did ws becos i wan 2 die.
everytym i say i wan 2, i dun mean it.
cos i dun wanna die yet. its scary in e six feet deep hole.
n im reali nt ready 2 live dis world yet.
jus hope god knows dat.
Sigh. I still feel e hurt n pain.
i dun tink it'll ever go away.
bt im trying nt 2 tink n brood abt it.
yupps.
everytym i feel down, i'll jus haf 2 keep convincing myself dat i'll jus haf 2 get thru another day.
as in take a day at a tym u noe?
The trick is to keep breathing.
Sometimes, you wonder whether you're gonna live this world without a single regret