The bestest friends a girl could have

I jus got back from mira's hse.

fun fun.

gossip gossip.

heh.

oh n i painted dat tingy n she helped lots.

thank u darl.

:)

been meaning 2 blog bt jus keep getting distracted.

damn. i need more discipline.

oh dis past few days has been a lot of firsts.

it was e first time i attended a wedding in god knows how long.

must say, it was a nice affair.

n e food was good.

had dis bitterswit feeling the entire time.

it jus sumhow seemed unreal. prolly cos e bride n groom had such a hist.

thank god he finally married her. :)

it was e first time me nikki n mira had a three way call.

apparently jus found out mira's hp cld do dat.

so fun.

at least now it wont have to be mira coling nikki on her hp n nikki coling me on my hp at e same time, trying 2 communicate properly.

hehe

n it was e first time i painted since god knows wen.

4e9, thnx 4 e opportunity.

:)

n 2dae was also the first time that i realise dat i reali reali missed toking 2 u.

n maybe jus maybe, i feel more than i'm reali letting on.

i'm falling again.

its like no matter how hard i fight it, i'll still end up falling.

its like going bungee jumping n u nvr get pulled up again.

its fucking scary.

except, sumtyms, dere's an upside to the falling.

and that's e chance u give ur friends to catch u.

its e one chance i give my friends to catch me.