I'm falling..someone please save me

Krap. I'm right back where I started.

Please god, give me strength.

let me forget.

the pain.

the relief.

Aniwei,

mofo.

go online.go off-line.den go online again.

sheesh.

cepat la get ur stuffs done.

i nd 2 debate euthanasia wif u.

so i cn do bahas tmr.

u better debate wif me tau.

technically, ur e onli 1 dat cn help me gif sum deep stuff shyt.

sigh.

suddenly, i'm struck wif dis confuzzling ting.

mayb e reason y i crave 2 tok 2 u so much cos ur e onli 1 dat cn go so deep yet relate 2 me at e same tym.

i feel dat i cn reali tok 2 u on a much deeper level.

u kinda open up my mind 2 places i nvr knew i cld go.

gotta admit, u kinda got straight thru 2 me.

wonder wat's gonna happen.

do i dare tink abt it?

sumhow, i find myself subconciously doing dat.

*smiles*

i'm outta here.

love.

Keep me safe for one more night.