My heart is the worst kind of weapon

My heart is the worst kind of weapon

And your words are your bullet

You shoot them straight at me and i can't duck, i can't hide

I gotta take them standing up

I gotta smile and pretend I don't hear you

Why do you torture me so?

Keep me tightly bound in your thorned chains

hurt me again and again

step on my heart, break it

i can say i don't care animore

Its no wonder I hate you.

Way to go mum. way to go dad.

going out again 2dae.

gonna go get snow hat tingy 4 my sis.

hope dey dun make a freaking scene dere 2.

i dun need ppl staring at us

i dun need e assumptions.

i reali dun.

im so tired of always having 2 disengage myself

im sick of making excuses 2 ppl

sometimes, i jus wish dey'd accept dat it's gone.

wat we had wont ever come back.

dat doesnt happen in life. n definately not in ours.

sigh

aniwaez,

ws supposed 2 go mira's hse wif nikki 2dae

bt nikki went on sudden trip 2 KL

she'll b back sat nite.

Thot i'd just drop by mira's hse aniwaez.

so i can escape from here

so i can excape from all these craziness

But mum wouldn't let me

sigh

reali wanna c em b4 i go china on tues

jus got news e trip's extended till e 21st.

so its either i c em quick on mon

need 2 get my cds back frm nikki aniwae

OR

i c em wen sch re-opens.

yupp.

dat oso means i gotta start my hw.

60 freaking qns

wat is e world cuming 2?

i'll prob do a bit of it.

i predict i'll haf a lil prob wif e rest. :)

wat wif no more tuition.

probs between abg Dan and kak Ann n all.

nadia's working.

lucky girl. get extra cash. mus get her 2 treat me sth.

gotta persuade her 2 help me wif my hw shyt soon 2.

k.

im out of here.

ta ppl.