What dreams are made off

Was thinking. abt e future u noe.

scary.

bt yeah, u still gotta tink abt it sumtyms.

so i thot and thot and thot.

everytym sumone asks me "wat do u want 2 b wen u grow up?"

My answer always changes.

bt its always sth 2 do with writing or languages or sth of dat sort.

lyk dat one tym i said i wanted 2 b a linguist and learn all e languages dere is in e entire world.

bit ambitious of me. heh.

now, it amuses me 2 tink back 2 my enthusiasm n gusto as i proclaimed dat.

and e look of incredulity i got in return is hilarious now dat i tink abt it. :)

den again, its onli natural dat i do sth dat i love ryt?

i mean i dun wanna b stuck in a job dat i hate n b miserable.

now dat i've sort of reached e crossroad in my life where i get 2 decide my future, i'm tinking i gotta tink hard.

n im tinking dat i'll definately, without a doubt go into writing. journalism 2 b exact.

so since i knew wat i want 2 be, now comes e part where i gotta decide where to go next.

n suddenly, JC doesn't seem 2 appeal 2 me at all.

i noe ppl expect me 2 go 2 a good JC n enter a good Uni n get a good degree.

well, my mum does n so does my entire assembly of aunts, uncles and cousins.

but reali, if u tink abt it, JC is jus an extension of Sec Sch. studying and more studying.

u get wat i mean ryt?

n reali, im nt e kind 2 sit myself down n devote hours and hours studying subjects im nt even remotely interested in. like maths 4 example.

in short, im nt a study kinda person. period.

so y nt opt 4 poly?

sure, i'll get dat "u'r frm a gd sch n u wan 2 go 2 poly?"

at least i got dat frm my mum and dad wen i broached e subject last tym.

but like always, im gonna defy them. :)

2 bad, their lil girl isn't going 2 go JC. fullstop. get over it.

i've planned it all out. i tink.

i'll study hard 4 O's, get myself in2 Ngee Ann Polytechnic and take Mass Communications.

Den, i'll pursue a degree in print journalism at an Aust. Uni.

so dats e plan. 4 now.

hu noes it cld change 2 a uni in UK or sth.

althou studying in UK is kinda lyk a faraway dream 4 me.

An Aust. Uni is kinda more reality-ish.

bt e poly's definately staying.

hmm..wonder wat my mum wld say. ;)